MY FIRST STORY - REASON LYRICS

I born to be hated
Or to be abused?
?Dare ni aisare te ki ta no ??
Kako no jibun ni toikakerare ta n da kaesu kotoba ga naku te?
I feel alone
I want to kill myself for me
but it can't be
I don't have the strength to die
Why am I here right now?
Tell me what you think
Maybe you don't know!
How do you figure out the way you are
Holding to tightly. Holding my cold breath.
I let it be.
Don't pity on me now!
I want to hear the reason
Nani ka kawaru ki ga shi te ! 
Sono kib? ga sutekire nai boku wa hen wareru hazu mo nai no ni !!
I feel alone
I want to kill myself for me
but it can't be
I don't have the strength to die
I live my life
Tell me what you think
Maybe you don't know!
How do you figure out the way you are!
Holding to tightly. Holding my cold breath.
I let it be.
Boku ga ikiru sono riy? ni kizui ta yo ! 
kono tame ni ky? kono hi made tsuzuke ta koto !
I will sing it for you!
I will sing it for you!
I will sing it just for you!!
Itsu made mo kono mama !
Boku ga shinu sono hi made tsuzukeyou !
I will sing it just for you!!
I will sing it just for you!!